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Teshia wont even look at me. Its like she hates me more than ever. There has been no way i can comfort her, she wont let me. she didn't come home, and that always worry's me. Not that i have much say in what she dose now. But whats a person to do, I've already tried everything i can think of, guess that leave me with nothing. Anyway I should have a job soon, might keep my mind off the despair. -My thought mean nothing, not when you don't know my name. -Mabus

I wake again seeing truth, that these things that hurt the most where never even bad things, it just that I used that differently than what could have been. Maybe not even used, just that I felt different at a time and that changed everything.

I can barely even look at the sky without feeling so horrible scene of a great nothing hiding around the corner. thing move in ways that they should not, my mom stands behind me crying still over her dog that she is going to kill soon, at least i know that that's real. did i really even see holly, or was it just some figment of my mind shattering into a million tinny peaces, each one with its own crazy smile. I hate Kile for that, it was never crazy before he said so. at lest i didn't think so. to show my thoughts is nothing , not when you don't know my name.